That ellusive thing called love!

Love, love, love?...all you need is love! Love is a many splendid thing! Love hurts! Where is the love?!! That's more like it. It's been what seems like a lifetime since I had an electric kiss, a shockwave of electricity course through my body as I am touched, carresed or kissed by a lover. Have I grown cold to love? Am I just looking for the next cheap thrill SOS much so that I have forgotten what's important in a lover? am I just j j j j jaded? Or, is it simply the fact that there are fewer good men out there willing to work on a relationship, willing to let their guard down open up their hearts and say, I want this to work! I want to fall in love! I want to be the best man I can be for you! So although it seems as though society had thrown a spanner in The works by making it totally acceptable to have open relationships, 23 wives, uncommitted lovers and secret ambisexual relationships I finally found someone who makes my heart skip skip a beat! Strangly enough we have not kissed held hands or had a conversation face to face in years, but I can feel his touch, kiss and caress, I get all giddy at the thought of us meeting again for our long weekend date... I find myself doing silly hopelessly romantic things and have even planned the most sweet and ever so romantic surprise for his birthday! foolishly in love is how I would describe myself right now... But I am happy to be this fool, writing love notes, skipping through fields and planning romantic getaways with my faraway future lover, friend and confidant! Even the idea of introducing him to my family and friends had me bursting with joy and pride! He is hot! He is sweet! He is edible! (ok now it sounds like he is a chilly popper! Although I do love a good spicy deep fried jalapeño, he however is the real deal!) I will finally be able to introduce him to my mother! Hi mom, this is my 'special' friend! Yes she is still wrapping her head around me being "gay" as she likes to inverted commas ay it! But as long as I am happy she is happy! And guess what mommy!! I am happy! Ecstatic actually! Has this sweet gorgeous man tamed the tipsy tart? Well let's hope for my sake that there are still happy endings in fairy tales and not just in thai massage parlors! And remember this: If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with!

Where's the cream!

So to say that I have been out of the 'blogosphere' for a while is a bit of an understatement, it's as if I have totally forgotten how to use a computer, and to be honest I did stop using them for a little while, I decided to live live outside in The real world! So what exciting things have happened what life changing moments... What ups and downs and ins and out have let their winding path to back here... Well far to many things have happened to explain in just one blog... So look fwd to hearing more from me soon! Just a little start as to where I am right now in life! After a whirlwind tornado of a year in 2011 from being married to single to almost losing my mother( don't worry she came back! She's not that easy to get rid of!) it was a year of decadence, soul searching and of course discovery! I discovered that Absinthe makes the heart grow fonder! Red wine makes me far more romantic, Jaegermeister turns me into a rabid bitch and vodka martinis are a girls best friend! So welcome back the Tipsy Tart! I am Anna Torna Highmen and these are my stories!!!